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Hey there! My name is Camille, and welcome to Vivalamilliee!! This beautiful blog of mine is where I come to exhale my mind and bravely express my depths of being. Here are my thoughts, my feelings, my dreams and my artworks— representing all parts of me. I have deemed this blog to be a healthy space for my words to grow as I grow. So enjoy your cruise through my profound imagination, I hope something resonates with you while you’re here. Just a reminder, “you’re not alone”. 🥰

Floodgates

How could I ever write again after what you did. Kicked my heart out through my chest. My body tries to feel love for another, but my heart— now buried in the ocean locked in a chest covered in chains, somehow is still beating. I barely feel it, but I prayed for it back. What…

Tour Guide Hell

I find comfort in your name. Saying your name in my head disintegrates the pain. Your name those days were my safe haven. My name and your name together were my greatest comfort. And now only exists in my brain. When I say your name who you used to be to me, in my head…

Once upon a table

It’s funny how a photo can immediately transport you to the past. Suddenly I’m a little girl sitting at the dinner table with my mother sitting across from me, as my father stares me down to finish my food. Seated at the head of table, like a pope without mercy. I’m an only child for…

Cheater

Emotions count too. I know only your feelings matter to you but mine were dragged through the mud by you. Family matters too. I know you felt victimized by yours when they didn’t absolve you, they refused to after what you did and refused to repair. I’ve seen it all. In a dream. Why are…

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