I find comfort in your name. Saying your name in my head disintegrates the pain. Your name those days were my safe haven. My name and your name together were my greatest comfort. And now only exists in my brain. When I say your name who you used to be to me, in my head I feel held. I feel home. All the pain the nightmares, the jump scares and terrors all fade away. The disappointments the deception the leading me to an early grave, it staves. But it gets buried in the grave when I say your name, only in my head. Then I remember you don’t care that I’m dead. I open my eyes but im still in my head.
I wonder am I still in yours?
Because you and her have been taking free tours.