Cheater

Emotions count too. I know only your feelings matter to you but mine were dragged through the mud by you. Family matters too. I know you felt victimized by yours when they didn’t absolve you, they refused to after what you did and refused to repair. I’ve seen it all. In a dream. Why are you still in my dreams? Emotional cheating is cheating too. No matter how cold you make your heart, your lies will always catch up to you. For your mother’s sake I hope they do. The Libra’s in your life deserved better. There’s nothing in her body that belongs to you so I hope you extract her life force. What you’re looking for is inside of you. So take up the bible and start digging, it the sharpest sword you’ll find. Drive into your chest and twist it until you hit bone maybe then you’ll know what it feels to bleed for the one you love. HE bled and died for us. HE was cheated and beaten and betrayed. But you will never understand his pain. I hope one day you do.