I don’t wanna apologize away my feelings anymore. I’m really happy to have you in my life. I just don’t know what to do sometimes because I feel like I’ve been depressed for decades and decades. I’ve only mastered covering it up. But with you I can’t hide my facial expressions and I physically cannot cover up my emotions. Because with you I wanna be completely honest, I need to be, because you love me. And love has always been difficult for me but I say it to you because you make me feel complete. Its just sometimes when I don’t feel desired I take it very personally. But I’m very grateful for you because I can’t imagine how exhausting it is to love me yet you continue to do it anyway. I love you because I choose to and no matter how depressed I feel I’m always happy to hear your voice and even the static on the other line when you’re honoring the silence in between as I vent. I know nothing else stronger than you. A daily dose of you is always my perfect prescription. You’re just what I need because I always feel better when I feel your warmth, in your words, when we huggle and cuddle. I snuggle in your neck, so happy that you’re mine.
Viva La Milliee 